鏡音リン オトナのオモチャ, Otona no Omocha Track 7 from Utsu-P's 悪巫山戯 album. Japanese/English lyrics: aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu There's no evidence of me ever having been loved The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared I flipped over the leftover toy-box Controlling myself, I smile nisemono no aegi koe The panting sound of an imitation akagoyou gangu noyouni yuujirareta kokoro no kizu sari iku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furirisosogu ame Dominated and traumatized like a baby-toy The rain pours steadily behind my back iki wo hakuyouni uso haki shouki saeubau kuroku shinnda zouo wo toki houttsu toki The liar breathes out When even my mind was taken And stopped The hatred stained with black hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare boku wo kirisaita wa tayori omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no ha de Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand And take apart this hideous body Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told Pierce my decaying wound Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier Than the knife that split me apart sukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni I could see the world of adults through the crack The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma My world that was built up in the closet Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopes yukamareta nousaibou Distorted braincells hirakareta kokoro no sumi ukabi agaru kizuguchi to yonin kaeru kioku no tabi tatta hitokoto "inakunare" In the corner of my opened heart, There's a remembered scar And the key of the revived memory Just one word, "Disappear." taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri kibou wo mushibamu kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari eien no yami zaiakukan zero The sun is whimsically blocked And hope destroyed The shadow-monk became my friend Eternal darkness Zero guilt tanoshii omocha otona no omocha ikiteru omocha tsukaeru omocha Fun toy Adult's toy Living toy Useful toy tanoshii omocha otona no omocha ikiteru omocha kanashiina - Fun toy Adult's toy Living toy How sad- hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana meni mienu hodo chippokedemo omoku fukaku tsukisasaru koto no ha de Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand And take apart this hideous memory It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt That is soaked in hatred Nobody understands The trap of the size of millimeter that only I know Even if it's not visible to the naked eye, Pierce me With the heavy and deep words Previous Version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpeCOYN62Qk Full Album: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gz9VeNtwfP8 All credit goes to: Utsu-P (Artist) Website - http://msis.jimdo.com/ NND Account - http://www.nicovideo.jp/user/176618 Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/asshole_wii Piapro - http://piapro.jp/ushi1201 Twitter - https://twitter.com/asshole_wii TMBox - http://tmbox.net/user/asshole_wii YT Channel - https://www.youtube.com/user/utsupofficial 隈 (Drums) NND Account - http://www.nicovideo.jp/user/510968 Twitter - https://twitter.com/SHiN_Dr_KUMA Seiji Toda / Shinya Yamazaki (S.O.L.I.D sounds lab) Mastering Engineer: Takahiro Uchida (FLAIR Mastering Works)